i love s.h.e

2011-09-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

HEEEYYOOOO!!!!!!!after million months i am finally updating my blog!!

firstly,i want to wish vv a very happy birthday!hope u had lotssss of fun k!

as the saying goes....UNITED WE STAND,DIVIDED WE FALL...

i fully agree with this saying...i dont know about u guys lah but to me

i am ''weak'' when i am alone making decisions ..by weak i mean i am more timid and

directionless..and really strong as we voice our opinion or do something as one.

and i also know who are there and will always be there whenever i need them..and they also

know i am there when they need me.In short, we are dependent on each other.

i think i am typing nonsense here..nvm lah hor...bear with me HAHAHA long time din write blog dy dunno what i am trying to express =.=..............

there are many greedy ppl in this world,we always want more than enough ....we greed for $$,possession,relationships.

i admit i am one of those who greed for relationships(friendship)

i want everybody i know to like me simply because i cant stand to be hated

not because i care what ppl who hate me think about me..but because it feels like ''duri dalam daging''

but everybody knows it's not happening.there must be some ppl who like u and some ppl who

dont...''unsuitable'' is the word for the dont's and ''suitable'' is for the do's

it's really simple..the unsuitable ones can just go find someone else...while you enjoy yourself with the suitable ones..

HAHA i m going crazy...the i think the next time i update my blog..it will be a physics theory invented by me!

OK ALL IN ALL happy birthday to noinoi..i wish u happiness not only on your birthday but also happiness in your life

I also want to wish them happiness in their lives to those who made my life closer to perfection.

=D

2011-04-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

i really think i looked like a fool this morning!! so embarassing lah!

quite surprised we won but the titbits in the hamper really tak boleh makan one loh!

all not crispy ady.....how to eat?!

i think they simply choose one from the unfinished hari raya or even worse deepavali hampers =.=..!

from today onwards hl is going to pay attention in chemistry class!*clapsclaps*

i want to plan my diet dy!!

stick the bian li tie to remind myself

*YOU ARE ON DIET*

I DONT EVEN DARE TO WEIGH MYSELF NOW! didnt weigh for 2 to 3 weeks dy...

dun wan to be shocked to death!! go swimming leh!

2011-03-29T04:18:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY~has been weeks since i updated my blog! today got the results....i was already shock by my bio and moral AND today everything i get is so bad!i am kinda sure the last position is mine..... wondering if i really had taken the wrong path or is it just i have to work hard a lil more... i thought my maths was weak but now it seems i dont really have a subject i am good in! but form 4 has to go on.....so just bear with it first and lets see what can i do about it... it's a shame that i dont even have an 75 plus or 80 plus..all bellow 74 SOME POLISHING NEEDS TO BE DONE TO SURVIVE IN THIS CLASS =/...

2011-03-05T23:46:00.000-08:00

it's true..we cant always have everything we want in life.. because contentment has no limit?

and when you do have everything< << special case

i think EVERYTHING IS NOTHING if we dont appreciate,treasure or feel grateful about it..

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HL is a lazy bum =(

i really dont feel like i could do it..am i doubting myself?i think yes.

it is really not that hard to act a little bit hardworking if i made an effort.

form 4 sucks!!but i love the way it sucks...hahahahahaha

THANKS LIFE.

said easier than done HONEY,i am writing as if i were a china scholar HAHAHA

form 4 really sucks ah!MOTIVATE ME!!!!!MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-17T22:35:00.000-08:00

going swimming later =))

nice day =) but ruined by something =(

but change how you look at things and life would be so much better

=D cheers~my life is brilliant HAHAHA

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

2011-02-09T05:00:00.000-08:00

i wanna treat everyone better =)

ESPECIALLY YOU GUYS(u people noe who u are =D)

people who back me up,people who loved me,people who cared for me

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE =D!!

IF YOU HATE ME THEN

BACK OFF!!!

THX A LOT AKCA AND ALL

2011-02-08T04:26:00.000-08:00

i miss my FRIENDS

i miss the feeling of being loved?(*not what u r thinking*)

i sometimes feel lonely at heart but i think it's ok lah cos it goes away naturally when i chitchat a lot

this world has a lot of unfairness and i know we cant always get everything we want

including how u want a person to treat you,it's totally up to them.

for ex my grandma....i am never satisfied with what i get from her,even i remind myself to be thankful..i often observe how she treats my cousin and compare it..wrong but it is me

i feel like i am not loved mostly because i am a person who needs a lot of love

and recently mum has been busy and unfinished homework is stressing me out ==

we didnt really have a chance to talk.....

in school,when friends talk sometimes i couldnt join in the conversation cos it has nothing to do with me at all<
we have a online journal thing with our english teacher

BUT HOW IS IT A PERSONAL JOURNAL/DIARY IF THE WHOLE CLASS CAN READ IT?!=.=

---I WILL KEEP MOVING ON---

=D

2011-01-31T05:37:00.000-08:00

OMG i am starting to abandon my blog..hahaha

just wan to update xia..

first of all....i have to say....

I HATE MY FORM 4 LIFE!!TOO MUCH TO HANDLE!

so much homework...even when we are enjoying cny holiday!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!

2010-12-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

i worry for my future haha

like i am scared the world ends in 2012

eventhough everyone has to die

i dun really want the world to break into pieces

i realised i still have many things i want to do leh

but it should end when i have major problem in life hahaha

that's kind of selfish lah LOL

at least let me meet more friends know my fam better and hug together when we die

hahaha!

oh and happy DONG ZHI to everyone~

time to eat tang yuan~my ahma made peanut and red bean tangyuans YUMMEH!

=D
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I remember how we used to be so out-spoken and frank about what we feel

and we write each others names on blog,comfort and sayang each other on the comments section when anybody feels sad or discouraged/lonely
(check msn or wateva to see if it's true anot)

my opinion lah i think that last time when we were in form 1 and form 2
i wasnt really thinking too much of other people thoughts
remember i used to hug people everywhere i go hahaha not all lah just some close ones

but now ar i feel funny to hug people dy lah!cos u all lah..make me become so cold-blooded hahaha..i still hug anyway hahaha

a hug is really nothing lah and maybe can make someones bad day better leh

shouldn't be so narrow-minded lah

though i respect anyone who doesnt like to be hugged mayb cos not used to it

(just an useless opinion)dun bu shuang me or wateva
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okeh merry christmas again!

2010-12-20T10:09:00.000-08:00

不是你不会原谅我

而是我不会原谅你

失去信任的友情再也不值得我们挂念

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pmr results coming out in 2 days

little bit scare o -.-

fear that i wont be able to fufil my wishes T_T

Holiday gonna be over soon..

this holiday isn't really enjoyable leh cos still waiting for results

the good thing is i am obsess with a singer~no i meant 2 singers~

1.bill kaulitz(lead singer of tokio hotel)
2.adam lambert

i dont know why but i think i like guys with eyeliner

the first impression is always :eww so girly..but i somehow like it hahaha

example:tae kyung in yb,adam lambert and bill kaulitz

and selina is getting better~god bless her

I HOPE ALL OF US PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS(8 SUBS GET 8A'S AND 7 GET 7A'S)

AND NEXT YEAR WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ALL OF US!

=D!

2010-11-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

l'll Remember you by no secrets =)

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

2010-11-09T00:10:00.001-08:00

OMG OMG OMG!@!@!@

i asked Danny questions on formspring and he answered in a formspring video!!hahahaha

so happy and excited when i heard my question being answered

and dats a long answer!

is it weird that i get so excited over an answer?

TOTALLY NOT!it's danny for god sake hehehehhe!

i loveee danny!

but sometimes i do think that it's better to just like your idol infront of the cp screen

cos they may not be wad we think they are.
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waa today our business not bad leh!

refilled 2 times!

but didnt manage to sell all of the fruits

it'a nice day!
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i realised something!

i am really picking too much on my brother!and i am definitely a biased person hahaha

example:when danny does something funny like pick his nose in a funny way,i find it kind of cute! haha,but towards my brother it's a different story!if he did that infront of me...try me
i really will kick him in the butt!
jk lahhh...he is still my brother no matter what i say =)

LET'S BE A BETTER PERSON!

2010-11-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

o oh......i m really really broke

i have only 20 ringgit plus to finish off this month

wont be enough if i keep goin out.......

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i have a really wasteful habit leh!

sometimes when i eat oily/fattening food

i will taste it then spit it away...

i noe it sounds gross

but i feel not so bad after doing so haha

other than dat,i also squeeze fried food with a tissue paper...to absorb the oil?

example:when i eat mcdonald kentang goreng

i press until the fries look like mashed potato hahaha

an eating disorder??

i dont think so lahh cos i still love food a lots........more than many things

and yesss i am on diet........since standard 2 hahahahaha

2010-11-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

my brother is so annoying.

he tried to embarrass me just now

but end up he was the one who looked like an idiot

i was telling something to joey bout my big bro

den he said:she stalks ppl on fb

and said i viewed his profile bla bla bla and made himself looked like a total fool

then i said i dont STALK ppl on fb ok!@ wth r u saying

next he said:I THOUGHT I CLICKED THE IGNORE BUTTON

i was like..what???did i hear you wrg?i didnt even add you on my buddy ok..

so how are you going to ignore my invitation dumbass.

and for god sake i just learned how to add buddies few days ago

ME AND HIM WILL NEVER EVER GET ALONG

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I LOVE EU MUM!

2010-10-31T06:11:00.000-07:00

TELL ME I DIDNT CURSE!

oh man...........=.=

i dont want to become someone i myself hate leh!

aihs..not yet do my nilam

kerana terlalu kyushuk bermain the sims 2

i am quitting it!

and oh!so proud of my idol!muacks hebe

she surpassed jolin,lee hom etc leh!

haha guo ran mei ai cuo!

hope selina is recovering!

one of hebe's fan is so devoted!

he tatoo-ed hebe's face on his back arm!

tmr going to penjara....did i write my name??

forgot dy...so forgetful....

bye continue my youtube duration success

almost 24/7 dy

2010-10-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

Jean de la Bruyere
-All of our unhappiness comes from our disability to be alone.

it makes sense!!!think about it...really leh!

if i can be alone but dont feel lonely means i succeeded..

but no thanks..i cant live alone...not yet!

sometimes it feels so good to be alone but sometimes it really sucks..

but if everyone thinks they are lonely,then we are not alone anymore!

because others are alone too.LOL.

i know my weakness...yeah yeah watever..but i am strong cos i eat alot.

buay buaise

2010-10-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

SO,i found my phone at last!in my aunt's car

sorry xxx.

waiting for my paris hilton my new bff show

11.30...i dont know why i like to watch dat show so muchh

went to play badminton today

announcement: i am officially on diet

so if u all see me anywhere in town...have some conscience and offer me a diet coke
hahaha

talking like a diet coke is going to make me lose some weight =.=.

LOL.

learning yoga tmr...and voice...mayb next time

my life is like colourful like dis hahaha

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made some banana chocolate cupcakes....delicious leh(not self-praising..my grandma praised too)

cos follow the recipe book one mah.i will bring SOME for u guys

mayb a piece or two hahahaha.-nite-
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oh o....i am now so interested in the titanic movie!!#obsessed#

i change my addiction like once a month?

i read the history of the real titanic ship

but for sure the love story is not true haha

but really nice leh!!the male lead leonardo dicaprio

sososo cool and handsome and the girl of course is beautiful and graceful

kekeke so touching!

LIFE WITHOUT SOME MEMORABLE DRAMA IS BORING!

buaiz buaix

go get ready to watch paris hilton new bff!

2010-10-18T00:03:00.000-07:00

i lost my phone!!!!!%$@!

how come????i misplaced it somewhere??where is it then??!

without phone i m like a baby without my milk bottle!!

anybody!pls!if u all have seen it pls return to me!

very mafan leh like dis aiyoh!

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admitting isn't hard...is it??lol

going to sleep~

thanks alison for the trouble~

ponteng-ed today haha

but i dont feel the excitement of ponteng

am i sick..?

-NITE-

2010-10-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

pmr ended!

AND

it's so so so ''fun'' in school

so fun that i felt like crying =.=

really boring leh!like hell!i walked all around the hall trying to find something to do =.=

my brother so busybody de leh!he went to tell my tuition teacher that i have stress during exam

then the teacher was like teasing me...

not really teasing lah just asked me why loh

i was really annoyed!!felt like killing my brother right away!

not that i am not stressful.STRESS IS GOOD.but he sounded like i was goin crazy cos pmr!

haiz..

went out with yikni today~tried the new mcd burger

PEPPER CHICKEN MCDELUXE.tasty.fat.spicy.

to frens who r goin on trip

have a safe trip=)

take k

and i aso want a safe safe safe trip for mum and me =)

for annoying spammers:plss shoo away!
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pissed off and angry

cant see.cant hear.cant feel.

blek.

2010-09-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

recently,dont know why leh...my blog has many anonymous writing weird stuff

as u can c...there..

jus now in tt something funny happened....not really funny to me as i was the VICTIM =.=

our eng teacher was telling us some jokes about his husband...

then all of a sudden...i dripped my saliva..on my shirt....then i looked at joey

back to my shirt..then i realised the teacher was laughing so hard about it@!

it's like calm down lah!only the teacher and joey know..then they laugh laugh laugh

made me so embarassed!!!!actually it's not a big deal to me ok!

because i do it all the time after putting on braces!

then they kept laughing...me too

i can feel heat coming off my shirt...i dont really feel bad bout it at first!

but they made me feel bad bout it...and dat teacher arh!

she said:well,at least we had a good laugh...and had to go out to cool herself down =.=

and tat lim joey!!!
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anybody wants to buy the leo club installation ticket?tell joeye

friends cant go then give it to me

and my star sign is not even leo

i am a saggitarius....

2010-09-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

Happy Holidays~~~~

i just earned a bear..toy bear...from my brother hahaha

i was simply teasing my brother...i went into his room and

started to mention about a bear.....he bought few months ago

for one of his girl-friend birthday...RM50 PLUS but didnt end up giving

then i said:i heard u like somebody from my xue jie...

him:aiya,mei you liao lah

hahahaha he admitted himself

then i kacau kacau him~

it's like ei...we have been brother and sister for 15 years

u didn't even give me 1o ringgit for mcdonald and now so generous?

haha jk la..but i really got say...then he gave me the bear ..above dat one

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i am scared!!how??????

i am still crazy bout danny noriega!!

not much time left leh!

ok la few days more!!

going sg next week~

happy holidays~

-nite-

2010-08-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

if i had a beautiful face i WILL cut my own hair...i swear....why not??

but too bad!i dont have!

like danny noriega...he did!and his hair is nice!

i hate going to the barber...very..very..weird?

and no matter how fugly my hair is after my haircut...i will still say ok when they ask...

i will probably cut my hair myself the day before EoTw....so even it's ugly i dont care...

yesterday i saw a nice quote:”There’s always a little truth behind every joke,

a little knowledge behind every “i don’t know”and

emotion behind every “I don’t care.”

2010-08-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaawaaawaaa.......

i just freaked myself out...so creepy =.=

few minutes ago i took a picture of myself with my handphone

i usually delete after i see how it looks like..

but this time..i saw something behind me...in the picture..like a person with weird face

i kept looking at it...trying to calm down first..den i turned around to see

the pillows and soft toys behind me and try to match it with the picture

to make sure i am not seeing things.....

at first i dun wan to delete it one..but i scare later cant delete le like they always say

but i didnt...

at last i understand how it happened le lah

a dui....it's my bear's shirt behind me..cos i was lying down

so it looked like a face...

so it was all an illusion???PHEW nasib....

see the picture from different angles...it really helps....

this is dumb....but u cant blame me rite???

u know wad month is this lah.....LOL

i will show u all if got a chance...just dont put your attention on my face =.=...

cos i look like a fat bee in that pic ahahaha
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anybody heard about the two moons thing??

it's on today 27.8

11 p.m to 12p.m they say one oh

not sure whether true anot

they say..only come once in 277 years

something got to do with the Mars planet

byes~

2010-08-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey~

since we are all goin to die on 2012

i tink we should do wad we want

realise our dreams

use all our money

no lah dun use all...incase 2010 didnt happen u stil have some money to carry on with ur life

or else u are going to be dead broke hahaha...

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had my haircut~

ugly bangs =.=

anyway quite FRESH

but i dont really like it...

today ponteng tuition...

totally forgotten about it...when i realise it's already 1.53

so skipped loh

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I SUPPORT YOU.

UR STRONG! JIA YOU!

2010-08-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

i owe my grandma an apology..

cos i ate outside food this evening eventhough she cooked

she was so pissed off haha

but i guess my grandma is already used to it

i will eat more wad u cook ok?^^

but mcdonald is so hard to give up hahaha

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gosh gosh gosh i am sooo heavy

currently at the peak of my body weight.....

never been here b4...totally shocked ahaha

i conducted an experiment myself...and did my peka

the conclusion is:the happier u are the fatter u are..

i am so da fat because i am happy!get it?

my mum says i am crazy hahaha

wad u all think?LOL

----sleep all i want----

the her she smells like the president

HAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-08-15T01:43:00.000-07:00

hi all

i heard hebe's new song le...wo ai ni~ni ai ta~ta ai ta~ta ai ta~like dat one woh..

i really hope it will be nice..i will buy!

went to the orthodontics today..do my teeth......wad a sad news

i cant get these besi off my teeth before november!

dat means...i will still be wearing these ugly braces even during holidays....

i want to exercise so much

but heaven is not on my side...........keep raining....

bribery cases in malaysia is like jia chang bian fan<
just now my aunt kena saman...then the police terus say settle sini lah

den paid him rm50 loh..and my aunt asked him

aunt:nanti di depan dah tak ada polis kan?lari 130 plus ok?

polis:dahhhh tak ada...nak 200 pun boleh(went off happily)

i felt like changing his anti-rasuah tag to bagi-rasuah......

anyways....it is ni qing wo yuan one...

2010-08-11T23:05:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOUTUBE

DANNY NORIEGA~

2010-07-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

i am totally disgusted by myself

but i dont need your condolence =.=

dissappointed with myself too...for not studying and

keep procrastine things i should have done earlier.....

blame it on me...i cant find the urge to study.....

wasted so much of time yet nothing got to do with studying.....

adui!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway......mj r.i.p......

we are the world.listen to this song too:childhood

2010-07-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

jus came back from maths tt...and just took my meal

i really eat alot..mayb cos didnt take my breakfast

here's the food list:
1.one bowl of chicken porridge plus cong tong you
2.one slice of pizza(small)
3.one ham ching peng plus half short dough stick
4.one slice of mini cheese cake
5.one glass of juice

how am i goin to lose weight like tis??????????????

lol

2010-07-16T08:17:00.001-07:00

today went to kluang mall and parade.....

i promise myself le...this will be the last time i go out before trial

went to play 篮球及my high score is 114..but koci got help abit

koci highest is 148!2 more marks pecah the record there leh!

so pity leh..haha anyway very good le la

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i am a tool to u?

i dont care le...i wont blame you even if u were

cos i had fun too anyway...

now i am totally convinced that we should assume everybody would do 'that' to us..

haizz i felt abit sry for u...but i dont know wad u did

so who am i to judge u?LAWLS

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trial really very near le

they say usually trial is harder than pmr

this time all keluar leh = all need to read leh

really hate how i cant get to sleep in school when i want

u know the feeling of tiba-tiba hear teacher's voice den suddenly no

then the eyeballs duno roll wher and like floating on a sampan?

so damn torturing.....haha almost everyday i sit on sampan

especially math,geo,sej....i love my science teacher

cos she very gentle one hahaha

she dont care even if u sleep in her class

probably not because she dont care is cos she 麻木 dy

but i like this teacher.i like to see the shocked teacher haha

shocked by our response...like the other day...she asked us the answer

then we just simply jawab..and she like shocked and keep saying aiyo

hahaha.

2010-07-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

wo jue de bie ren de xiao rong hen hao xiao

qi shi ye mei you se me hao xiao de la

xiao pi ar

haha

jus now took a long nap....4 hours =.=

omg i love tat kind of movie scene!!

funny funny!lol

i baked some cookies in sch today~

annie and i were so lonely

because our so-called partner was not there

jing tong sick so she went home...den i alone loh

annie is cos cw went to take photos

so damn busy leh....but the good thing is

all the cookies i DU TUN nyahahaha

but stil not enough cos all want mine hahahahha

dun say le lah..na li hao yi shi LOL

i tink group b ones is much better than group a one

cos u all cik guitar...actually we aso she one but she duno wad happen o...

so pn hajah guide us loh...

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3 weeks more?shimata T_T

so dead =.=

when i think of those exam-ing hard times

like stay up all night just to get an A drawn by teacher?

i feel so SICK

aiyah y care so much nieh?cos we are a bunch of good students?MAYB leh

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why people cant eat dogs and cats leh?

i dont eat lah...

but is there any difference when u eat chicken,pork,mutton instead of doggies and cats?

is it because a dog is a man s best friend?i tink is cos we bu xi guan

in china i tink they eat alot of these....

eh 你们很乱列

色么鬼关系吗？

不措八我的华文

but mayb the wrong use le cos like hua got many hua

华话花化画

2010-07-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

today in school....sej and geo time

really very tired...nasib pn salbiah didnt see =.=

just now ate too much chili(sambal type)

now whole stomach like a washing machine...so jiao leh

then stomach bu dui jing....go to toilet 3 times le

if i still dont lose weight..i better jump off the balcony haha

not so bad la haha but i recently i really excercise ALOT

but i gained 1 kg...wth???????

should i just eat and then sit infront of my com all day then i can lose weight?

i think it is cos i exercise alot but eat alot too....

hungry u wan me how....jian fei jian dao skip dinner meh....

jian wad pi fei lah!suan liao

jiu gei ta jiang haha~

recently not enough sleep too....below my eyes is like two bag of tea bag hanging there...

wan sleep liao

-nite-

2010-07-12T05:05:00.001-07:00

finally...going to finish my mj's book~

chao bu se de finish it.......

i understand things do change

at least i am changing too

you change,i change ,everybody changes

good start

the fact is the truth is cruel.

2010-07-05T10:22:00.000-07:00

FROM tomoro onwards i am gonna be happy FOREVER

no more moodswing!no more black face!no more unecessary sadness!

no more putting my efforts in vain!!!

i wont be affected anymore!

SO BACK OFF!

^^

2010-07-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday saw an article on the net bout a mj book called MOONWALK

by himself.kind of interested bout it..wanted to buy it online

but due to my ilmu yang cetek unable to =.=

plus i tink they need a visa or wadeva card to buy online

then today went out to celebrate song song's bdae

at first i was just trying my luck...never really thought of buying

jus interested...mana tahu while i was chatting with frens den

simply take some books on the shelves and see

omg i cant believe i found the book in popular...

popular leh?!cos many ppl cant find the book...felt kind of happy hahaha

but tat time didnt bring enuf $$ with me..

so the book was hidden behind some unpopular books by me and koci haha..

okla i requested to do so......

but hor the salesgirl really kns....i just simply ask her if they have the book

actually i found one dy....then she replied:tak ada(with the convincing look)

then i said:o.....(with the disappointing look)haha .DRAMA.

after waiting few hours at shop...my mum brought me to popular again to purchase it

but realised that i didnt bring the popular card..........................

then like a mad person i went asking those shoppers in popular to lend me their card

oklah helped me to save RM 9.00..from 79.90 to 71.oo

was it rm 9???hahaha MATHS FAIL.
______________________________________

sometimes i feel left out when i know ''THE GANG''

is keeping me from something.

its not the same when someone tells you voluntarily

the feeling of trust?

who lost it?

2010-06-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

i think i have a problem =.=

recently i am like a crazy fan of michael jackson

i watched his videos,searched him all over the internet

like wad i would normally do for s.h.e.

but tell me why at this time???and not when he was still alive??

i really have problem...

example:during exam dat time i was obsessed with princess diana...she died in a car accident in 199x

dont know y leh...i felt really sad for mj and princess diana...

and i really wish i dont feel sad...its so torturing!!!!!!!!!!

feel like crying all the time and so negative about my life.

i dont want to live this way!!!so kns!!

but i know lah..time will let this feeling fade.=.=

just wait bah.but really..b4 mj passed away i really know nth bout him

i only noe his name and he is very famous...but now that he is dead

i started noticing.

U NEVER MISS THE WATER UNTIL THE WELL RUNS DRY

I CAN DO IT.
______________-

man in the mirror

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

2010-06-24T05:51:00.001-07:00

today in sch learnt science chapter 9

one interesting chapter...about the universe and all those planets..

emm....kinda curious about our universe..

the universe is so vast....too many things we human cant explain

like how big is the universe?

its like an ant wanting to know how internet works hahaha

also curious bout if other planets have living thing in it..

say dao this hor really i feel i very miao xiao hahaha

first time feel so =.=.

and do aliens exist?

LOL no need know so much lah

my brain cant digest so much =.=

7 subjects already want my life

summore have time to bother about things beyond my imagination?

better not la....

_____

went for tuition just now

on the road my jiu mu saw a big tortoise crossing the road

then...then....one car passby my jiu mu screamed

i dont dare to see...but think it was dead..

so wad leh!haiz

very tired lah

-nite-

2010-06-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

exam over le!

but trial coming~adui....

my mum told me about her trip to sg...haha

she went with one of her fren they went to genting...sg de

something like casino lah haha my mum told me she went vip de

cos her fren got the card or sumtin...then when they were eating

one lady asked if she could sit at the same table

then they chat chat chat next the RICH lady wan go bet le

so my mum and her fren say they go and see see loh

mana tahu the lady damn rich leh!she puts 1000 sing dollar for ONE ROUND

hahaha my mum and her fren only play jackpot hahahaha

ehh but not bad leh won 50 sing dollar...LOL

CIAO~~

-NITE-

2010-06-19T11:06:00.000-07:00

close your eyes,feel the breeze

move forward,feel the brick<<
___________ ____

sch wan reopen le...duno whether to cry or laugh...neither gua...

but this holiday o....really too boring le

feel like nothing is important<<
i wake up at 1-3 p.m....almost everyday during holiday.....

no choice....addiction to internet....i play til 2 am....

i cant control....one after another video....S.H.E...I LIKE THEM EVEN MORE NOW

ok 2.12 a.m le...nite....see u all at sch~

2010-06-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

hehehe now i can type chinese dy woots

this whole holiday i really play too much computer le...one day 5 to 7 hours

i bet my eyes will go blind if i dont control

other than that..i think i slept too long le...jus woke up...and felt that

my backbone very sore...wth conclusion i am not healthy.

but yesterday i did try to exercise...jogging hehehe mana tahu

i only ran for like 10 minutes and i pant like a dog hahaha joking la but really tired.

___________________________________________________

yesterday before i sleep i think alot about 2012

i dont know too many things..

would 2012 be the best thing to save the earth?

maybe loh but can wait a little longer mah??

i have many things that i wan to do..kinda curious bout

what would be the last thing i wan to do before 2012.

________

haiz this would be the conclusion made from a gang of indecisive people.

WILD GOOSE CHASE.

chinese camp

2010-06-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

went to chicamp........emm....ok lah...got some fun but very tired

got activities like 'shui zhan' ...seriously...i hate it...

i noe the ajks all work very hard...seriously i did not enjoy it...

maybe cos my mood bah....recently moodswing swing dao hen gou li woh haha

while finding places to shower time and while waiting time is the worst of all

really wish could go home right away..

but after showering all unhappiness was gone..

felt really energetic

i prefer the 'dry station game' it was much more fun to play

but after squatting up and down i feel tired and my leg was trembling haha

anyway great chance to mix with friends.thanks ajks.

2010-06-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

wednesday going for a chinese camping

hope it is fun loh.many things bothering me..especially geo folio

not yet finish leh..holiday-thought would really be fun..

duno what tak kena..everybody is so moody..haizz

suan le lah jus hope next time not so bad loh.

today tried radix fried chicken...its bad without chili sauce...

the skin really tasteless..and got some pink colouring i tink...weird taste

prefer kfc's or mcdonald de aso can lah..fattening but at least delicious...

consider worth it lah...if fattening summore not nice really very rugi leh..

need some exercise le...if not duno how to face the mirror..hahaha

buaixx.

2010-06-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

yay!!finally!!!it finally ended!!!after 6 days in torture....

really torturing.....for almost 4 days...

i tink i only slept about 2.30 hours each night....

sleep so late but what kind of result i get?

but cant say anything because i didnt study earlier

whatever lah.another thing to YAY!holidays!!!omg

so happy..but after sch reopen..i bet there will be even more problems

__________________________________

yesterday mum scolded bro..of course my brother is at fault

really cannot stand him...in his life is it only computer games matter?

then my mum scold scold scold

next he cried..then after my mum come back to our room she cried

next thing i know I CRIED.so magical how tears just fill my eyes so fast so randomly?

GUYS!!HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2010-05-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

today time seems to pass so slowly

going to school during exam season really not a good choice leh!

but i ponteng-ed one day already...so no more personal off anymore..haha LOL

just by going to school...i dont know how much time is wasted.....

at school when the teacher is absent(golden time) thought can study but

cannot leh...cant concentrate,if ponteng dy then enough sleep...

naturally all those knowledge can more easily masuk otak...hence,

the result will be good loh..hahaha what kind of crap theory is this???

anyway...one week more exam le..so you can ignore my crap..

ha bye bye~ga you all!

2010-05-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

for the dumbass out ther:i warn u...i really cant stand you le!

i will remember what you have done!

dont gif me face because i WONT give you ANYMORE

i really had enough le!!u think i am so weak???

i am not weak ok!?jus that i havent got a chance to

give you a slap in the face!dont ever let me hav that

chance!!if you do dont blame me for being mean

i have my boundary lines

FYI YOU JUST CROSSED IT!

i will say the same thing next time

let you feel what is it like to be in my position.

2010-05-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

wo de bu dao de wo bu hui mian qiang

nan shou ye zhi shi na ji fen zhong

suan le..sui bian ba

2010-05-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

i had a really bad dream..not to say really lah

but scary enough to make me think of it once i close my eyes

exam is in two weeks time...proud enough to say i did not do any revision today..

round of applause for me pls ..for being so BRAVE?

watched Gags for laugh(asia version)quite funny hahaha

realised something-i get all excited

when i see someone in trouble(funny type la)not that cruel lah =.=

LOL really funny hahaha..watch it to relieve ur stress!

i kept telling my mum that i want to start my revision...

but unable to keep my promise...

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS....i noe..

but very susah leh!ciao!i love HEBE!!MIKE HE aso!

2010-05-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

zhe suan seme?is there a need to be like that?fk

who am i?maid?slave?or someone u can treat good when u are happy

and trample on when u get angry?

2010-05-08T20:17:00.000-07:00

yay!finally,i noe how to download songs le!niehehe

and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MUM AND ALL MUMS IN THIS WORLD

but this mother's day i dont know what to gif to my mum leh

for the past two years...cake and flower lol

^ photo is last year de mother's day..omg my mum looked so old here

really old le 47 le lo...hope she can always healthy and happy..i tink she is healthier than me =.=

everyweek twice aerobic...yesterday went to play badminton wit my mum and bro

surprised to know that my mum is quite good..haha jiang hai shi lao de la mah!

thanks my mum for feeding me 15 years dats y this size =.=

ok la exam comin

jia you

jiayou

2010-05-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

tears?where do tears come from?

when we are sad tears come automatically like water from a pipe

if u try to control it ur heart will explode..hahahhahahha bu cuo ba?

LOL when i feel like crying but ren zhu then ah the throat will like

very bitter..understand?but cry out very funny man

nonono koci nt talking bout u lah..u got prob u cry nvm

but crying for nothing is funny =.=...yes we say we cry for nth

but u know well why u cry deep inside..mayb not clear la but surely got a reason ba??

i am so childish....i got angry just because my mom didnt buy me anything from kl hahahahaha

i am laughing at myself..even make me more silly

exam really coming le..really coming leh omg =.=

wuhukwuhuk I HATE IT LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-01T06:11:00.000-07:00

today really very luan for me

actually morning eat mcdonald time totally fine

then later went to kluang parade then got abit pening pening

but after that ok le....watched a movie duno wad name but quite nice

kung fu kung fu sifu sifu type..watch till i almost screamed

then we went to sing...the weather was so hot leh actually not very hot

but u noe lah i wore like long sleeve cap shirt(almost like jacket just dont have zip)

and long jeans and the sun was really big at that time..the vbp all ran like hell hahaha

of course including me..we reached ubox there then we went bac to kp =.=

(vv xin ku ni le)then went to sing loh....i only sang 1 and only song that is SHERO

TOO HIGH(MOOD AND NOTE..BOTH!)

sing till my head so pening leh like it was goin to explode

den i cant sing le keep holding my head..and took a nap not really a nap lah

later felt like vomitting but unable to...

next saw the gross toilet bowl and vomitted(thanks to it?)

thought i was ok dy mana tahu!wan vomit again leh

second time really CAN vomit til i cry..tears sendiri come out

but now i ok le..as normal i can jump here jump ther =.= and moonwalk(more like floorwalk)

wear too long cap feel like i am wearing one even i am not =.=

hope u all ok ya...jia you!!!bu yao hai pai!bu yao fang qi!

2010-04-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

kem kepimpinan

NOT ENOUGH SLEEP =.= REALLY NOT!

food not nice..camping is lik tis one loh...the food is never nice...

and shower time so lang bei =.=

no place to hang and my plastic too small

everything drop leh!on the floor leh!!including shirt i was goin to wear leh!!!ON THE SCHOOL'S TOILET LEH!!!!!!si kaowet one =.=

but really...this is the first time i can sleep while camping

not very hot but the observation i can make is the floor is very hard(of course lah LOL)

took a nap..for 4 hours hahahaha NAP?

2010-04-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

di yi ci yong wen yi qian　 wo men zhao bu dao yu yan
第一次擁吻以前　我們找不到語言

dan ting jian bi ci ling hun duo ke wang yong yuan
但聽見彼此靈魂多渴望永遠

tie xin hou zui jiao de tian　 mo ca hou yan jiao de xian
貼心後嘴角的甜　摩擦後眼角的鹹

yi qi　 dong ai he zhen ai de cha bie
一起　懂愛和真愛的差別

ni song de bei zi li mian　 hai zhuang zhe wen re gan jue
你送的杯子裡面　還裝著溫熱感覺

ni gei de mei ge ji nian dou pai zai chuang yan
你給的每個紀念都排在床沿

xiang ji shi qian shou liang nian　 wei jin shi dong jing wu tian
相機是牽手兩年　圍巾是東京五天

jie zhi　 shi you ku you xiao de dao qian
戒指　是又哭又笑的道歉

[Chorus]
wo bu xiang xin　 ni xin zhong xian zai ta zui mei
我不相信　你心中現在她最美

ni bu hui ni bu hui ni bu hui ba wo men de ai　 cai sui
你不會你不會你不會把我們的愛　踩碎

wo bu xiang xin　 ni kou zhong hui jiang chu hou hui
我不相信　你口中會講出後悔

ni bu hui ni bu hui ni bu hui bu xin teng
你不會你不會你不會不心疼

wo ju jue bei kan jian de lei
我拒絕被看見的淚

dang chu bei ji lie fan dui　 ni an jing que mei tuo xie
當初被激烈反對　你安靜卻沒妥協

dui wo geng hao lai wa jie bie ren de pian jian
對我更好來瓦解別人的偏見

wo sheng qi shi zong ji tian　 wo jue qiang kou bu ze yan
我生氣時總幾天　我倔強口不擇言

shi ni jin bao wo dao qing xu chen dian
是你緊抱我到情緒沉澱

[Repeat Chorus]

wo bu xiang xin　 zou lai de xing fu zai tuo gui
我不相信　走來的幸福在脫軌

ni bu hui ni bu hui ni bu hui liu can ku rang wo mian dui
你不會你不會你不會留殘酷讓我面對

wo bu xiang xin　 lei ji de hui yi dou sun hui
我不相信　累積的回憶都損毀

ni bu hui ni bu hui ni bu hui she de wo liu yi di xiang qi tao de lei
你不會你不會你不會捨得我流一滴像乞討的淚
______________________________________nice leh tis song!go listen la

officially missing you
______________________________________

today got nth to blog about but still insisted to write something

anyway something is better than nothing

i need to buy insurance

feel abit insecure

can you dun make me lost my confidence...

today maths test-many duno how to do noe how to do aso not sure such a failure

yi tian guo yi tian...continue like this really hui si kiao kiao =.=

JIA YOU

2010-04-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

OMG

my family really inconsiderate de lehhhh

i was trying to get some sleep just now

wan sleep le then suddenly the whole family came back

and make the house like chinese new year or got olympic goin on in house =.=

wth!?if they din interrupt ar now i should be sleeping and not blogging!

u all must be thinking who knows i am sleeping..plus sleeping at this hour

eh!but after they have seen me sleeping also they din low down their volume leh!

summore all come to my room to play com!cause internet connection...walao

suan liao!heng!the volume like they termakan the microphone

and my brother omg...another crazy one keep shouting singing and talking so loud as if

my another brother is deaf....=.=

____________________________be who you want to be__________________

2010-04-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

today i went to kluang mall ALONE

i ate my dinner ALONE in KFC

went to popular to get s.h.e's album ALONE

sounds so kelian..

BUT!actually being alone SOMETIMES is not a bad thing at all!@!really!

first actually my mum me and my bro wanted to eat sushi king one

but if u saw how long the queue was u wont have appetite to eat ok?

SOO MANY PEOPLE then my mum busy so she asked my bro to

accompany me loh..he dun wan plus i dun wan to eat with him alone too =.=

then i went to kfc alone.i sat at a quite unnoticeable place because at first i felt quite funny

but then u wont know how enjoyed i was hahaha

now i realised being alone is nothing to be shame of

but not when your relative saw u eating alone in kfc hahaha

ACTUALLY NOBODY WILL MIND IF YOU DON'T!

and great news!!i got my s.h.e's NEW ALBUMl:SHERO

plus a free file for RM44 actually is RM49.90 one

thanks to chan's popular card got 10% discount

happy enough but if i yu gou is RM4O only

ok la haha

2010-04-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

jus now...i phone lim music..so SAD!!!!!!!

so regret din order earlier!!!!!if order got file~~slap myself lahhhh

wuwuwuwuwu now my only hope is

POPULAR!!hope still got file.....now feel so down leh

hw aso not yet do

i never should doubt s.h.e's song not nice!!

sry s.h.e wuwu i love you!

the ni bu hui ni bui ni bu hui so nice!

now i really regret regret regret dao jia le lahhh!!!!!

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu

2010-04-10T05:59:00.000-07:00

tis week is a bad week for me

a MESS

i dont understand maths,i cant finish my kh kain,bunch of hw waiting for me

without realising its april dy!

mayb others already started digging their books dy

i still blog blog blog

_________________

first time after school

terus go to town

sounds like samseng kia

but its not la.....but i prefer go after taking shower

u noe lah...not so sticky and so smelly haha

yay!finally finally finallu!

lazy bum

2010-03-31T04:46:00.000-07:00

i am a lazy person haha

everyday i wait until night only i do my homework

after i play i eat i shower i jump i dance i play com i watch tv

then only i am willing to do my homework

if not i bu shuang then i cant finish my homework hahaha

i am such a lazy person..so be it lohhh

ren huo zhe yi ding yao you chu si ma??

happy happy guo no pressure no sadness no problem not good?

haha sounds like my life is so lame

my life not really so uninteresting lah

SLIGHTLY BETTER =.= lol

but i am happy!we are all happy!tats enough FOR NOW

moo mooo mooooo

2010-03-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

my house no water...not even a single drop coming out from the pipe...

nasib the big tong stil got haha

___________________________

exam ended....worst thing is we need to do correction......

aihsssss so tired ah tired...

and i dun wish to hate anybody but u...stil trying...

2010-03-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

today i met a person

the most materialistic person in the universe

the most ungrateful,annoying,fake person

-acts like ur very bestfren when this person need u

-when you have no value..to this person its like u never existed

-did wrong thing and pretend like know nth about it

-A BORN ACTRESS/ACTOR

2010-03-10T05:48:00.000-08:00

haizzz suddenly feel so weird.....

i actually wish i was born in taiwan.....

i wish my life is like a movie

so wonderful,so lucky

if i can control what kind of life i want then good loh

but i dun understand y i am not contented

haiz haiz haiz i am kind of silly + stupid

2012 ar 2012......suddenly wish it would come faster...

life is like so wonderful sometimes.......but lame too..

sometimes i feel like my life got no hope..

sometimes i feel glad to get this kind of life...

whateva lah i want sleep le.....this PMR-fear dont come too soon pls

stay away from us first...dont let our life miserable too soon...

be happy bah,meahme

2010-03-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

hey......i dont care even if u hate me

hate all u want....i have done nothing wrong

if u try ur best to hate me i WILL hate u too

i mean it..i dont gif a damn.....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

exam coming le wuwu

dun wish to study leh.....

haizzzz so susah one o.......

no pain no gain....haiya

jia you jia you

2010-03-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

today so happy so high hahaha

thanks!lol eat too much...tsk...tmr must exercise le

if not my stomach really can burst le...together with my shirt..hahaha

tmr!must sweat alot!!!more than the soup i drank jus now.....

i hope u can b happy like u used to...jia you ba!dont gif up

follow ur heart!

2010-02-28T23:42:00.000-08:00

friends ar!y recently no ppl write down their comments one??so boring leh one o

ru guo hen nan,hen tong ku,hen lei na jiu fang shou ba

ni shi qu le yi ge ye hui de dao yi ge

yi zhi huo zai guo qu bu ru zhi xi de kan ni shen bian de ren dui ni de hao

bu yao yi zhi xiang zhe bu kai xin de shi qin yao zao gu shen ti dang ran

yao kai kai xin xin guo mei yi tian...2012 kuai yao dao le hahaha

byebye!~

2010-02-25T08:57:00.000-08:00

sports day over le~

kuning got num 2 for perbarisan

but overall still last

but i tink we all tried our best le

next year work harder!

i tink we kunings so happy cos

for four years we got number 4 le for perbarisan le

tradition hahaha

tired ah tired~

2010-02-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year guys~~~!!!

standing in my room

watching the fireworks from the window alone

pipi popo pipi popo its so sad......ppl say i am miserable cos i am alone....

hahaha cant carry on this emotional story le LOL
anyway who says i am alone???i am not alone!!
i am with my ANG POW!!HAHAHA
i tink watching fireworks is fun(from other houses =.=)
but kind of wasting money =.=
cine told me her auntie told her its like RM 50 pom went to the sky
hahaha...this CNY holiday nth much lah
i hope i wont buy any skirts for the next CNY
its cute,nice...but sad enough..not on me =.=
plus i dont dare to wear..better stick to my normal shirts la
and PERBARISAN.....really goin crazy le...
even worse....EXAM!wateva walk one step see one step(lousy translation)

ANYWAY!HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2010-02-11T02:49:00.000-08:00

never thought of hating a person this much...

no hands no leg issit???dont u ever feel shame???

omg.....how long will this last?!?when will it end??

hosh.....wu nen wei li continue REN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

merentas desa

2010-02-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

somehow i feel today de merentas desa much more torturing..

when i almost reach(at the gate ther) like its so close but still so far...

run till my stomach almost burst.....hahaha

nasib got pass if not i really can go tiao hai

then went to eat then play my com

then suddenly realise i still need to go tt

the teacher really funny hahaha

so humourous....laugh dao wan crazy le

frens ar,bear with it bah

wad u need is jus time to cool down..

remember to laugh and be happy

cos

laughter is the best medicine..

2010-02-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

two months le....still okay lah

teachers all quite fierce....no need blame them lah

teacher not strict enough we wont obey their rules one

but no need so strict aso lah....we are students leh not slave ok.....

still....i can c the differences between form 2 de teachers and form 3 de teachers

form 3 de more serious......dun lik to waste time......sometimes fun sometimes not at all.....

form 2 de fun to be with...kind of lik to waste time.....but overall ok lah

after sports hope can regain my energy........haha not so serious lah

stil can update not bad le........not enough sleep......and my leg hurts!!!

like the bone is goin to crack or sumtin lik dat....and!!today 800 m din pass!!!cheers!

not something worth celebrating....

wad is the defination of life??

tmr..jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!

2010-01-27T22:47:00.000-08:00

really..i swear i wont go again

never felt so lame b4..its like never existed

so glad for the mistake i did..LOL

2010-01-26T02:19:00.000-08:00

i really hate people who pretend jus to get what they want

they pretend lik they did everything jus for us but the truth is so different

they run the tap and wont close it..

dont.wher u coming from.i dont know.

2010-01-18T04:18:00.000-08:00

today so tired so hot so annoyed

tired cos merentas desa and not enough sleep

hot cos today so sunny...how many layer of sunblock aso cant block

and today jme koci me went to one of the warung opposite of our sch

i ordered a plate of nasi goreng kampung.....OMG SO SPICY!!!

eat dao i wan cry.....then they keep laugh laugh laugh then me aso cant control

i cant finish it....really too spicy now only i noe actually i cant eat spicy things....

really feel like my mouth goin to burst....and i kept my mouth open for like 5 minutes...

LOL still very fun hahaha.tmr summore got kawat kaki....

what kind of life is this?!

ciao~need to finish up my hw le.....

2010-01-11T04:35:00.000-08:00

currently,watching the channel 8 duno wad zhen xin sumtin

feels like wan to burst into tears....i watch movie aso didnt feel lik crying b4

because a person without parents is pity

especially without mum loh

evidence:all of the girls cried when the host mentioned their mum

i wan to be grateful to who loved me and loving me!

hate me one bla bla bla shoo.i hope my life can remain lik this

its not lik my life is perfect or wad...but at least i got wad i need...

i am contented........=).ok stop sounding so emo!

next!today only got one word:TIRED

merentas desa...i almost gone mad =.= so tired....

run lik hell aso kenot pass...when running time

really feel lik giving up .LOL.

duno got what hw....so lazy wan do...

i tink today can sleep very sound loh

energy loss leh summore cant sleep well

wan how o?good night.

2010-01-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

who i am by jessica andrews

If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alright
If I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know exactly who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

So when I make a big mistake
And when I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowing
I will be just fine
Cause nothing changes who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I'm a loser; I'm a winner
I am steady and unstable
I'm young, but I am able

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
That's who I am

2010-01-05T02:03:00.000-08:00

actually we really should look at the bright side

it makes life much more easier

and today is the 2nd day of sch

currently nothing too bad except for

some teachers quite fierce

some also quite boring........lik the best medicine to treat insomnia..............

wad time should i sleep to prevent myself from

yawning all the way in class??? =.=

11.30??sumtin lik dat...but usually i 12 or 12.30 only sleep

and morning 6.15 need wake up....haiz not enough sleep ah....

and i dun wan to fall down again...tat day not pain

but yesterday so kns...and gross too =.=

not many homework...but i very forgetful

hope i wont offend any teacher

last stil hope we can get full A's!

2009-12-31T20:03:00.000-08:00

zhe li shi wo wei yi nen ba wo xin zhong de bu man

shuo chu lai de di fang

hao shen qi ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wei se me shen ming ne me bu gong ping??

wei se me wo ne me ben

wei se me wo jie shi bu chu lai

wei se me wo yao jie shi?

wo zhen de cuo le ma??

cuo zai na li?

guan wo pi si ah???????????????

wo bu yao dang ai ku gui

YING WEI WO BU SHI!

STOP TALKING SHIT

SAVE UR OWN SHIT FOR URSELF

EAT IT URSELF,DONT SHARE

SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sorry IF it sounds rude...

but really is wad i feel lik saying

=.=

the words above are for someone who will not be viewing

not u all.

2009-12-31T08:16:00.000-08:00

This year is gone but it has made us strong

The path was long but we walked it with a song

There were fears and tears

But we also had reasons for cheers

Wishing you happy memories of 2009

and have a great 2010!

dun praise me got MUO SHUI leh

haha i copy from msg de lah lol

but!act lik i write one lah

ZHEN YANG JIANG

aso my very first post in 2010 leh

haha

2009-12-31T07:27:00.000-08:00

hello~

i wonder how wil my tomoro b

wad i will gain or lose tomoro>?

everything happened for a reason?

LOL y think so much leh hahaha

now only i realise how often i change my personal msg =.=

my profile so many =.=...

anyway!welcome 2012 first

may it be a good or bad year..

HAPPY NEW YEAR friends!

hope it wil be a good year for ALL of us!

getting good results is the only thing we want?????

of course not lah hahaha sure wan happy mah

sometimes sad sometimes happy only got human YANG

but happy better lah xiao kou chang kai hahahha

ok i want go watch tv DAO SU le

and frens remember to shower before 12

dun wait next year only shower leh

LOL

2009-12-25T21:47:00.000-08:00

jus woke up =.=

jus now around 11.30 my house phone rang

den keep ring ring ring but i still unwilling to wake up and pick up

,still ringing then i no choice loh quickly run outside jus to pick up the phone

very short distance.....but i feel my heart racing lik hell =.=

lack of exercise??or because jus wake up??

congratz to those who got full A's

sch re-opening SO.O'N

i dun feel happy or any excitement........

jus curious.........and o music is truly the greatest invention!

yesterday cant sleep then hear songs loh using earphones la

s.h.e's songs haha so nice....hebe's voice so geng!

buaix

2009-12-24T22:51:00.000-08:00

~MERRY CHRISTMAS~

TO MY FAMILY!

FRENS!

S.H.E

JI HOO AND JANG GEUN SUK

AND OF COURSE

EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHEERS!HOPE EVERYBODY:HAPPY AND OF COURSE HEALTHY!

WOOTS!

2009-12-19T03:22:00.000-08:00

yay!finally can do some exercise le!so happy!

LOLS sounds lik like sports so muchhh

actually no lah jus too long din exercise le

din exercise hai ok worst is eat so much

like food no need money hahaha

now using my bro de latop...the screen so big...

bu xi guan...prefer my mini one

this holiday din go anywher

stay at house wait time pass

and got go shop help aso lah...

next year the guitar class only start

hope i manage my time properly ciao~~~~

2009-12-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

i dont like the ocean...so big

like everything is out of control

no sufficent oxygen...whales and sharks

and so deeep.....pls dun let me see whales and sharks(near) and still alive one

and duno what is goin on deep inside

today went to shop help...tired =.=

2009-12-15T10:52:00.001-08:00

i enjoy clicking NEXT BLOG sometimes!!haha

too bored =.=

happy chinese new year coming~

time to wear skirt skirt lohhhhh

hahaha tats wad people tell me

i cannot buy skirt , if i buy = wasted

cos i only wear when CNW

then CNW only once a year

next year wan wear aso the size not ngam dy

either too short or too small =.=

normally too small =.= cos u noe lah

everything needs a result one mah

eat of course need c the result

if not jiak liao bi......dun waste

bring it wit u,more worth it!

things next year still will use:

pencil box,bag,shoes,uniform

new:

baju kurung,shoes actually quite new..i bought it jus few weeks b4 holiday,anything to buy...?
pencil box need c......stocking

suddenly got the urge to learn how to make chicken chop and fish and chips

if i noe how to make chicken chop and very tasty one lah

sure very happy

mum!buy me a recipe book for christmas!LOLshe will kill me first

oh and today i went to register the guitar thing dy

õkayyy now 3 a.m le o..wonder who still not yet sleep

buaix.....xoxo means wad?

2009-12-11T00:59:00.000-08:00

zhi si de shi ni....ni hao zhi si..hao zhi si

2009-12-09T09:22:00.001-08:00

today actually got tuition de but i skipped...haha

say dao tuition o...i remember once when i was in form 1

i went to a tt...then tat day our teacher was discussing about schools

then say say say suddenly she say:''i don't like convent girls"

i was like what the hell is wrg wit this teacher

how could she simply say words lik these??dont she know her stupid remark will hurt us?!???

ok lah not very hurt lah hahaha..tat time i cursed her every second till the tuition class finished

lol hahaha...lol

waa i can remember things lik these so well

how come bout sej or geo tat kind i cant?

but o..actually the teacher was from convent too....

and o i quite curious....ppl will forgive but not forget one meh??

to me lah how can i forgive without forgetting?

but also true lah how wan forget....erase memory meh...or mayb brainwash

i want my dreams come true!!!!!!!

and always happy!!!!!

family happy,u all happy,everybody happy!!!!yay!cheers!

of course me aso wan happy lah...haha

happy holiday!and u all noe when our sch reopen anot???

2009-12-08T07:40:00.000-08:00

i found tat i have changed haha

1.last time i dun scold bad word,now hor

i will scold without even thinking

but i dont scold infront of everybody

only when i am alone...and when ppl did things i dislike

wish i wont use vulgarities unless NEEDED

and now i am easily sad and angry

BUT!aso very happy too!

i wish i can be honest AT LEAST to myself

haha....merry christmas!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

we wish u a merry christmas

we wish u a merry christmas

we wish u a merry christmas

and a happy new year

2009-12-05T23:58:00.001-08:00

holiday loh....everyday no 3 no 4

ri ye dian dao..haha tis only call holiday mah

since already decide den i jus follow loh

i stil can continue do my things haha

most important one is the way we look at it

yes!hatred is better!

wan go genting yah???play roller coaster!

2009-12-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

i dun wan any misfortune.....

and i cant afford to lose!

haha watched the shi mei nan ar

a korean drama...so nice haha

terus fall in love wit the male lead!haha

the female lead aso very cute!!

wish happy moment man man guo

and flush the sad and angry moment into the toilet bowl

and i love my mum hahaha

jia you!!!!

2009-11-28T09:21:00.000-08:00

yay~~happy bdae to chen and myself~~~

ty those who wished me happy birthday!

ty sheng hsia's de msn cake and pun de aso!both cute haha

hope everybody happy forever haha

PMR jia you!~~

today really funny....i jus now too chong dong and angry

cos my grandma scold me

den she cooking DONG FEN time i too angry go cook maggie mee.....

den when i went to the kitchen to take the chopsticks

suddenly my grandma become soo gentle diao leh

den i guo yi bu qu , take all the mee up from de soup den put into one biggg cup

den take food my ahma cooked and put into the big cup...cos dun wan

she noe i cooked maggie...den she took out her DONG FEN

den i put the dong fen on top on my mee haha..

so inside the big cup got maggie mee....wu gui dou....ji dan.....and dong fen hahaha

when my ahma asked me QUAN BU SHI DONG FEN AR??cos see the permukaan of the cup

all is dong fen hahaha....den my mum noe she laugh at me so loud!!!den i faster run upstairs

haha i feel very crazy leh...ok lah i wan go sleep le!!and nite!!miss all of u leh!!MISS????

hai hao lah =.= hehehe

2009-11-27T01:41:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAY LOH....

everyday play com loh.....and collect stickers

if u all got go GUARDIAN and if the ppl ther gif u

some kind of stickers lah if u dun wan can gif me

cos i now collecting..till 40 stickers den can redeem soft toy

haha so childish but better than nth

i kira like tis

RM 15 can get only 1 sticker

den 15 times 40?????

so expensive o the soft toy

haha....so boring ar~~~

sometimes really duno wad i want

when got sch i keep complaining but when i got the holiday i always wanted

den i feel so bored.....haizzz shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu....

zao zhi jing ri he bi dang chu........

bu zai hu tian chang di jiu,zhi zai hu chen jing yong you???? tis is chi bu dao grape den say its sour ba!

really got ppl lik tis??after yong you,so da fang let go??must be quite hard gua~~

NOTICE

2009-11-22T03:52:00.000-08:00

from tomoro onwards i will not be on9 till

30 november =.=....cos my brother wan take my com for a ''VACATION''

so kns....without com duno wad i will be doin......

if too boring or wan find me or wan ask anitin or too miss me XD haha can contact me through

phone.he better dun come to my blog! if he does i kick his ass from here to japan

JAPAN???too good for him hmm....kick him go BETAWI muahahaha

den sejarah book will got

encik sam telah dibuang negeri oleh adiknya iaitu residen Kluang muahahahahha

lol....i am really gila liao haha i tink u all can noe from the way i am writing my post haha

and o today went to KL 7 am den came bac at 2 to do my teeth

tis time really tight leh so uncomfortable...SI KIAO KIAO haha

and o remember to duo duo update leh and comment leh!

if not later me too sien xiang bu kai go close diao blog

or crash my com..heheheehehehehehe

and jus now i saw our class photo dy at www.imshaguailuvxx.blogspot.com(eh cine wo dui ni bu

cuo ba,bang ni da guang gao leh lol)and i realised tat my new earring really shiny leh!!(the first pic)

like i wear the sun on my ears hahaha

how come holiday so less ppl on de??

i now less see puan ar hong ar jc ar vv ar and many more online leh!

got aso busy la away la mayb worst APPEAR OFF..

ok lah i wan off le wuwu need pack my com den gif to my bro..

he better dun dirty it!!bye bye ciao~~~~

2009-11-21T01:29:00.000-08:00

holiday....never thought of my holiday wil be tis boring

our holiday only started like 1 day i already boring dao siao

wth....msn aso nobody on got la but few ly

no youtube cos my house's internet line sucks...so slow de loh

tmr i goin kl to do my teeth.....

den come bac on tmr too den monday goin again

till tuesday come bac.......such a boring holiday

really boring i in my house walk here walk ther

then think wan exercise la den not la

omg...i wan call my mum bring me to learn guitar today or tmr

but need wait koci call first she aso wan learn gua

duno lah...not excited at all holiday eat eat eat loh

sleep till 11 or 12 loh den whole day wear pyjamas ahahaha

and thanks koci szeying wanjin chai yann for wan wan!i like it haha cute de loh

i actually wan post the picture of wan wan's doll de but cant leh suan le

and o now de ppl really din check the receiver's number isssit???

today another crazy person sms wrong to me so kns

summore say i din reply very sad wth go hel la.

but sometimes fun too~!

i will like think of the scene where movies always got de

like some unknown sms u wrongly den u received

at tat time u very trouble so u tel ur problem

then chat chat chat then u all say wan meet

den it turn out to be someone u noe or wad

hahaha ok la i goin crazy dy...still HAPPY HOLIDAY!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

AND do not dream about a lie!!!but how u noe if it is a lie or the truth if dun ask??

forget it haha.next time i learn guitar dy play gif u all hear ya!

2009-11-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

ni men dou yi yang de la!

yi ju hua:KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!

wo bu gan fa shi pa wo zuo bu dao

suan le!!!!!wo ren!!!

ni bu yao hou hui!!

dam u all lah!!

2009-11-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

i dun wish to regret

exams are over i hope i dont regret

since i already warned myself to leave no regrets when studying but i failed!

suan le

i hope i dun look back

when i made my decisions i thought things will always be the same

really ppl changes EASILY they could be lik times 100 ur fren now

but aso can be divide 100 ur fren later and after times and divide

we go bac to wher we start..though i failed it doesn't mean i am a failure rite?haha

a new challenge for me and my fellow frens..together we work hard!

dun worry i will definitely miss u all

2009-11-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH (nice song!!!great lyrics)

Lyrics:
I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

2009-11-15T08:55:00.000-08:00

wo jue de hor i one day update too many posts liao leh

haha nvm la hor?ok la den i start again ar

jus now went to cinema with family watch 2012

quite nice..i like the donut part at the beginning haha so funny..

but end of the world really scary

to me la...if i noe the world is goin to end

i tink i will jus surrender everything and take it as it is ming zhong zhu ding

easy say la its like giving up haha...

y work so hard when u know u r also goin to die...with no exception

but i dun understand the ending leh how come will got another place one??

i aso went to duno wad shop eat steamboat and bbq thing

it was ok only not very very good cos need to cook the bbq thing urself

i dun lik..haha if gif me choose i tink i will eat chicken chop tat kind hahahha or rice with some dishes aso not bad la

walao i really cant stand my grandma!!!

she accused me den i try to explain den she say i talk back!!

haizzz suan le..

remember happy o~~~~~!

2009-11-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

thanks..i really appreciate tat even i am goin to drop class haha

sometimes i wanted to join but it seems something is goin on which is not related to me

u once told me u said sometimes when ppl ask u a thing

u will gif the first ans which is the real one and then will say jk la

i believe the first one is how u really feel..i can say nth since u already set ur mind.

its really worthless...y not be happy while we can?

when u r happy we can chat laugh play together

but when u r sad or angry u can treat me like rubbish

my mood is like while riding roller coaster

~~discouraged~~

2009-11-13T04:13:00.000-08:00

DROP CLASS IS DROP DING LE

happy??

new environment new faces new mood everything is new

can hl adapt??or will continue her dropping journey??

check it out on monday!!haizzz

i know u are still angry

but i am dropping class le so bye ya

dun worry u are not sure yet

but i am 100% le.

as for her stop it will u?

if next time when form 4 time i wish to go bac

will u all say:y wan come up??i wish 3 one can continue lik tis??hahaha

mayb its nt a bad thing at all.......hope for the best ya....=.=

2009-11-10T07:20:00.000-08:00

eh friends ar u all how long din update le o

i everyday see aso nth new....haiz

and hor u all really gou fu yan de loh

espeacially u and u!!chi si wo le!!!

get a hold of myself....xi chi hu chi....

shang xin de ren hao yao an wei shang xin de ren

zhen de shi yi shan hao you yi shan gao

haha...hai pai tian xin tis movie so nice

so funny!!and tao hua xiao mei too and xia yi zhan xin fu so many movies

mei you shuo chu xiang yao you ru he yi qi??ahahaha

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eh frens ar u all decide wad to draw le ma

i dun have idea leh haizz.....nvm lah i fang shou hao le tmr only

think wan how...haha...i so angry myself....i lost a s.h.e de note book!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i ben lai da suan wan write down all nice songs de lyrics inside mana tahu!

hilang le!!!!!@#$%$! oh ya i taday hear dao many nice songs

like qi li xiang and qing tian very nice and s.h.e de jing zhong zao tie bu san aso nice haha

holiday luh~~~!and tao hua xiao mei and xia yi zhan xin fu very hao kan!muahaha

i wish can get the results faster...but say dao exam i now aso xin tiao jia shu!haizz i dun wan drop class wuwu!!!

after take the results only i can really enjoy!!!!